Aug 19, 2011

Autograph - 6

HE:

Since last few days, she had been reserving a seat for me in the
morning as well as in the evening bus. We both seem to enjoy each
other's company very well. I decided to take a step forward today. I
asked her for a cup of coffee in the afternoon. I was a bit depressed
about what she might reply but surprisingly, she said yes without even
thinking for a moment as if she was actually waiting for such a move
from my side. We decided to meet at 4 near the café inside the campus.
She didn't turn up. I don't have her cell number and it's not updated
in the corporate address book so I couldn't even call her and ask why
she did so. It was so embarrassing for me to wait there just alone.
Did she do it purposefully? Why? I could make out no sensible reason.
If she would be having a meeting or some office work, she should have
informed me. She didn't call me. My extension or even cell number was
available with the address book directory. Did she do it for the only
reason that she wanted to show that she doesn't care for me and prove
her importance?

SHE:

Today, there happened a real disaster. The servers were down and I was
so busy in recovering them, debugging the code that I almost forgot I
had my first 'date' with Niru. I suddenly remembered it just before
going to a meeting at 2 and I was sure that I can easily finish off
with the meeting by 4 and meet Niru, but no. The destiny had some
other plans. I had to be in meeting till 5. I even couldn't phone Niru
and inform him that I am not coming. When the meeting was over, it was
already 6. He must have left for the day. He was going to Mumbai
today, so he must have left early.
What can I do? I wanted to meet him and apologize face to face. Mail
or phone won't do. I hope we meet on Monday. I'll explain him
everything. He is a nice guy. He will understand me properly. I am
hoping so; obviously I don't have any other option at least till
Monday.

HE:

I left for the day early today at 6. I had travelled from Mumbai in
the morning and so needed rest or was it just to avoid her since she
travels by 8 o'clock bus? I don't know the reason but I felt like just
avoiding her.

SHE:

Where is he? He must have come from Mumbai in the morning and joined
directly, that's why he wasn't in the morning bus, but why not in the
usual evening bus at 8? Probably he was tired. Let's hope he meets me
tomorrow morning. He will listen to me and this time I will invite him
for a coffee or so.

Another Day

HE:

Yesterday, she explained me the whole thing. How stupid of me? I was
thinking really absurd things about her. She is such a cute girl; it
was not her mistake that she had to attend the meeting. I was kind of
ok when she gave me the explanation. The conversation after that just
went normal as it used to be earlier. Whatever that might be I am not
going to ask her out anymore.

HE:

What the hell... what does she think of herself? Today she invited me
for a coffee at 4. I went there on time. I didn't want to miss it but
again she didn't turn up. Why? Is she just stressing how important she
is and how unimportant I am for her? I felt like calling her there
only and just ask the reason why is she playing games with me like
this. I decided to ask this for full and final what the matter was,
but she didn't turn up even for 8 o'clock bus.
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HE:

I couldn't see her for last 5 days. Did she come to office? Isn't she
feeling well? I hope she is alright. Oh God, please protect her. Date:
10-April

RAJ:

Her father was seriously ill. As a family friend I helped a lot. She
couldn't go to office for a week or so, but I helped her in conveying
the matter to her seniors. I think this last week helped me a lot as
in building a rapport with her and her parents. Fate has given me a
good chance to get closer to her, I will do so.

SHE:

Today I met Niru finally after so many days. I thought he might be
still angry about the coffee thing, but to my surprise, he was a bit
tensed as to why I was not coming to the office. I explained him that
daddy was seriously ill. He enquired about dad's health and then
simply changed the subject to turn my attention to somewhere else. He
was just trying to take me out of the tension about dad's health. He
is such a mature guy, I knew he would understand.

SHE:

Niru and I have been going out for a long time now. I have started
loving him. I think even he is serious about this relationship but he
is younger than me and I don't think he is ready for any commitment at
this stage of his life, but mummy and dad are pursuing me for
marriage; what should I do? Should I ask him?

SHE:

Niru told me today that he is leaving the company. He has got an
admission to MBA in a College in Mumbai. It's really difficult to be
away from him at least for 2 years. Should I ask him for a
relationship? Will he be ready for that or he just wants to wait till
the completion of his MBA? But I can't wait that much. I think I'll
better ask him straight about the commitment let's see what he says.

RAJ:


Today I proposed to her. She didn't show any expressions as such on
face and asked for some time to think about it, but I know she must
have be just too happy for she had crush on me in our college life. I
think she will say 'yes'. Just that I need to confirm that Niru
doesn't come in between. Everything should go smooth otherwise. Even
her and my parents would not have any problem in fact they would be
happy if she and I get into the most beautiful relationship.

HE:

Today she called me up and asked to meet for a coffee at our usual
place, but later suddenly she called up to cancel the meeting. I don't
know why. She sounded stressed a bit on phone so I concluded it to be
the result of work pressure. But when I saw her in the evening in the
bus today, she was in a bit off-mood. I don't know why. She then just
held my hand. I think she wanted to say something but she was not able
to. I couldn't even understand what she wanted to say but I kept mum.
When my stop came nearer, she released my hand. I asked her whether
she was alright. She didn't reply anything else than 'yes, just fine'.
I tried calling her in the night after dinner, but she didn't pick up.
I think she must be stressed because of the work and must have slept
early. I hope nothing is wrong. Oh god, please take care of her.

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