SHE:
Today was the most dreadful day for me. Raj proposed to me. My mood
was off. I loved him in college but he didn't seem to pay any
attention to me. At times he literally avoided me. Later somehow I
just managed to overcome that feeling. I loved him, but he didn't.
There are no conditions in love after all. I tried my best to forget
feelings about him, at least suppress them. He never seemed to like
me. Then why now? Has his feelings really changed? Or he is just
playing games with me?
I was going to propose Niru today. It would have been the most crucial
moment of my life and this guy, Raj just turned off my mood. I was
literally shocked to hear from him. Not that I don't like him but now
that a couple of years have passed when we had no contact and even
Niru is there in my life. Much water has flown down the bridge. I
don't know whether I still love him, and I also don't know whether
Niru is ready to have a commitment as such with me. I am just
confused. Oh god, please help me. Show me some way. Why didn't you
device any automatic system to solve such problems?
GOD:
Automatic system? Wow!!! All these software engineers think alike.
They think just the computerization of every system solves most of the
related problems. But real life is not so simple. The real life is
much more complex thing to handle. In arithmetic you have 1+1 =2; but
in real life you may have 1+1 as anything but 2. That's life.
About the automatic system to solve the real life problems, I have
given you humans one such machine. Some call it heart, some just
brain. I gave you the ability to think. You can take decisions based
on your prior experience, your conscience and you can very easily use
it to make decisions and I am sure even she will find out a way in
this ambivalence because even if she does not trust my creations, I
do.
SHE:
Yesterday after so many days I cried. I cried a lot. I was completely
lost in dilemma. I was not able to think properly. What should I do? I
loved Rajesh a couple of years ago but he didn't, at that time. Now he
loves me but I love Niru. Rajesh wants to settle down in life and he
wants me to be with him. Niru has not planned something of that sort;
he is just going to complete his MBA first and then will think of
getting settled. Rajesh, he is of my age, very much mature; whereas
Niru is younger, a bit of immature but that suits his age. Rajesh, my
family knows him very well and will be ready perhaps eager to include
him in as my husband; whereas Niru, I haven't told anything about him
to mom or dad yet. But I love Niru a lot, probably more than I used to
love Rajesh in college days. How should I make a decision? Based on
feeling for love or based on my future, the practical aspects for my
life? Where should I go? Oh god, please help me. I need you immensely.
Please, help me make the decision.
Today was the most dreadful day for me. Raj proposed to me. My mood
was off. I loved him in college but he didn't seem to pay any
attention to me. At times he literally avoided me. Later somehow I
just managed to overcome that feeling. I loved him, but he didn't.
There are no conditions in love after all. I tried my best to forget
feelings about him, at least suppress them. He never seemed to like
me. Then why now? Has his feelings really changed? Or he is just
playing games with me?
I was going to propose Niru today. It would have been the most crucial
moment of my life and this guy, Raj just turned off my mood. I was
literally shocked to hear from him. Not that I don't like him but now
that a couple of years have passed when we had no contact and even
Niru is there in my life. Much water has flown down the bridge. I
don't know whether I still love him, and I also don't know whether
Niru is ready to have a commitment as such with me. I am just
confused. Oh god, please help me. Show me some way. Why didn't you
device any automatic system to solve such problems?
GOD:
Automatic system? Wow!!! All these software engineers think alike.
They think just the computerization of every system solves most of the
related problems. But real life is not so simple. The real life is
much more complex thing to handle. In arithmetic you have 1+1 =2; but
in real life you may have 1+1 as anything but 2. That's life.
About the automatic system to solve the real life problems, I have
given you humans one such machine. Some call it heart, some just
brain. I gave you the ability to think. You can take decisions based
on your prior experience, your conscience and you can very easily use
it to make decisions and I am sure even she will find out a way in
this ambivalence because even if she does not trust my creations, I
do.
SHE:
Yesterday after so many days I cried. I cried a lot. I was completely
lost in dilemma. I was not able to think properly. What should I do? I
loved Rajesh a couple of years ago but he didn't, at that time. Now he
loves me but I love Niru. Rajesh wants to settle down in life and he
wants me to be with him. Niru has not planned something of that sort;
he is just going to complete his MBA first and then will think of
getting settled. Rajesh, he is of my age, very much mature; whereas
Niru is younger, a bit of immature but that suits his age. Rajesh, my
family knows him very well and will be ready perhaps eager to include
him in as my husband; whereas Niru, I haven't told anything about him
to mom or dad yet. But I love Niru a lot, probably more than I used to
love Rajesh in college days. How should I make a decision? Based on
feeling for love or based on my future, the practical aspects for my
life? Where should I go? Oh god, please help me. I need you immensely.
Please, help me make the decision.
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